Crazy person...

I'm a total nut... I have 3 other blogger accounts, sevygirl, AK_angel and AK_vamp, 2 Grabb accounts, an elfpack account, an ellftown account, like 4 emails, and god knows how many runescape accounts... I have more than that, but I forget them...

Emotions

At times, I dunno if you ever feel this way, but at times, I wish I had someone there to share with. I wish I had someone to stay by my side, spiritually and physically. I wish I had a person who understood me, knew my actions and feelings toward things, and knew who I really was. I don't even know who I am. Am I the crazy hermit type, or the totally out-of-it social person? I'm confused and alone...

Death

This is how I imagine death...
Fear and pain circle you until shock numbs all your senses. A dark, hooded shadow blocks all light out. Suddenly flames burst at your feet, turning your legs into charcoal. The flames burn the rest of your skin, and start to burn into your soul. Before those tongue reach inside you, a wave of calm flushes them out, out of your body, from your soul. Those waves surround you in the purest liquid. Stones of sin tear away at the charcoal. The larger, smoother stones are the greater sins, and the tiny grains of sand are the good deeds that you've done. The smooth stones only hurt you, pressing the burns into your unburned flesh, but the good deeds, the tiny grains of sand, tear away at the charcoal. Soon you are all flesh, no burns. Through the water you see a bright light. A garment of pure white drifts down to you. After putting it on, it draws you to the surface. Arriving on land, you see a bird flying toward you, it's golden wings glint in the light. In its beak are what looks like two feathers. The bird glides past your feet and drops the feathers. Those grow into great, mighty wings of silver. They lift themselves and attach to your back. The rest, you have to dream up yourself...

Wave

Here I am,
Come and get me,
I stand here,
This plank leads to the sea,
Glittering on the surface,
Death awaits below,
I've had a plan,
Time for the show,
As I jump, my hands come in front,
Tearing through the ropes,
My hands are free,
Hitting the water made me lose all my hopes,
Reaching and loosening my feet,
I scream as I'm hit,
I fell to the sharks,
They ripped, tore, and bit,
My feet are now flailing,
The sharks retreat,
The blood rushes from my body,
I was beat,
The water received my lifeless form,
I am free,
My life was lost,
To the deep blue sea...

Talk

Hello... I'm back...
I won't be here for long... I'm sneaking on during school...
This school year my life changed... I turned thirteen and my mom got aplastic-anemia, a disease that only two in a million people get... Your white blood cells fight off a disease and think they're not done so they kill off your bone marrow. My mom's leaving to go South soon, and I'll be spending a few weeks in Juneau... With my aunt of corse... course... (k-O-r-s) however you spell that one... I HATE HOMOPHONES!!!!!
I've joined elfpack and elftown. I'm trying to become an elfwood artist and I've gotten 2 E-mail addresses... mew_cheetah@yahoo.com and lilfaery@hotmail.com... Please e-mail me... I've grown depressed, and lost most my friends...

Hello?

TAP,TAP...
Hello? Anyone there?

I need someone to talk to... please?

I see you looking at my blog (not really, but if you're reading this there's no doubt you're looking at my blog) so give me a comment!!! pleeeeeeeeeeeeeease!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

True lover

A year ago...
a month ago...
a week ago...
a day ago...
an hour ago...
a minuet ago...
a second ago...

this is how I measure...
how I measure the time...
the time that passes...
that passes until...
until I can meet...
meet my first true love...

I long for a friend...
a friend who waits...
and cares...
and dares...
and minds not of what could have been...
a friend who longs...
and hungers...
and is not shy...
who is the opposite gender as me...


and I still wait...

Today is too dull

Some things can get SO dull that you'd rather do homework. Just a few things can really be fun.
if we spend our days trapped inside, doing work, or cleaning, people would die of BOREDOM!!!
so, send a comment, and GET OUTSIDE!!!!!!!!!

speak out!

hey all! it's christmas time... and I now have a blog!!! this site is for YOUR comments, and MY comments... so speak your mind.
ps:
BLONDGOTH RULES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!